So what did I do?

[louiselux]

The work ethic jumped me about 10 minutes later and made me feel so guilty about being at home when technically I can walk, talk and function that I set off to the station on my bike. Then I realised halfway there that I really felt like crap and was being silly so I cycled home again.  And then I saw your very convincing arguments for staying at home and felt better. I think I might have to invest in some heavy-duty cold remedy.

Comments

[cygny.livejournal.com]

And you'd better stay home tomorrow as well! That and medication should at least get you better by Monday. I can't believe you actually set out on your bike, tsk tsk! Good thing you came to your senses on time! *kicks work ethic*

[louiselux.livejournal.com]

I know, I'm silly. I have the rest of the week off now - my boss was very kind on the phone. Go me! So, what shall I do now? *g*

[cygny.livejournal.com]

I feel guilty as well when being home sick, but it's really no use to do your work when not able to concentrate and then be miserable during the weekend as well.
And do what you want, watch tv, write, read, as long as you take it easy!
*huggles*

[louiselux.livejournal.com]

Yes ma'am!

*glues self to couch*

[luthien.livejournal.com]

Just because you are well enough to sit quietly at home reading fanfic, browsing your flist and making the occasional post or comment, it does not also follow that you are well enough to make an arduous journey on public transport and spend the day at work doing actual, concentrated thinking in an environment full of other people, some of whom will be demanding things from you.

It took me many years of trying to juggle recurring illness with a permanent job to properly realise this truth, and, also, that most workplaces will not appreciate your heroic sacrifice in dragging yourself in to work when you're not well, anyway.

Enjoy your day resting up at home.

L (fellow Protestant work ethic victim)

[louiselux.livejournal.com]

Thank you! You're absolutely right, of course.

In fact, I got back, rang my boss and she said to take the rest of the week off. It's so hard not to feel guilty for not being at work. This feeling seems to be a mix of the overpowering work ethic and the sort of 'blame' culture that's so common in the British workplace. Still, stuff 'em!