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Woke up this morning and felt normal. And it's sunny outside! I'm going running today. I went for the first time in a year on Tuesday, and it made me feel like I was in control: a person interacting with the world instead of someone who sits at home hiding. It's important to understand that I can control how I see myself by just doing stuff, getting up off my bottom and stepping outside the front door. A lesson learned the hard way.